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December 18th, 2008
02:36 am
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December 8th, 2008
11:14 pm - hmmm
i think i'm going to stop drinking for a long time.
my inner feminist turns into a psycho whenever i'm drunk..
it used to be fighting sexist bastards at shows but lately i've been screaming at dudes and trying to make them feel guilty for being male and pointing out that they'll never understand how sexism still affects people and just being generally aggressive and angry. i have a tendency to push them around and yell and scream at them. even if they are just saying hi, i don't trust them or there intentions for some reason. this has been happening for a while.
i think i need some therapy for my inner feminist and distrust for the opposite sex. i wonder if i could find a councilor that identifies as a feminist.
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December 1st, 2008
06:31 am - happy
- I had the most beautiful weekend.
- Jaira is actually my best friend for life. I'm glad we can make up after such intense fights.
- I have bruises all over my body from falling down the stairs after one too many strong brew beers on Saturday.
- Being unemployed bores me.
- Kymee sent the make up I left in Moosejaw , it should arrive just in time to play dress up on Saturday.
- Big D and The Kid's Table is probaly the best ska punk band ever.
- I stayed up all night downloading movies.
- Brody Dalle kinda freaks me out.
- I definately can't get a second date with anyone. And that's completely okay.
Current Music: big d and the kids table
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November 25th, 2008
06:42 pm - good god my life is a mess
wasn't it always?
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November 24th, 2008
05:17 pm
hott grrrrl date tonight...
nachos and pints at amigos and gin and tonic at my house. : )
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November 20th, 2008
11:29 pm
i am a bundle of nerves. moosejaw here i come!
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November 19th, 2008
05:53 am
I'm your puppet
I'll learn to love it
and I'll undress
if you need it
but please don't need it
if you need it
I'll scream out
weave a secret
I will sweep it
beaneath the carpet
where you'll keep it
how weak is that?
wish I was worth it
to you
review my wishes
for fair weather
'cause I know if the clouds with rains or snows
you wont be there
how weak is that?
wish I was worth it
to you
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November 13th, 2008
04:51 am - random blahs.
things don't always work out as planned and it's totally okay.
i'm feeling less likely to fall in love and more likely to be a winter hermit.
i've been really anti social lately.
i keep dreaming that my close friends are dead.
a&w sucks and i think i need a different job...
i've made the decission to return to high school.....
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November 11th, 2008
September 16th, 2008
03:19 am
dear self:
stop being a useless peice of shit. get out and do something with yourself. travel. promote shows. move out of your parents place.
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September 11th, 2008
03:51 am - bahahaha
hahaha charise arrived in saskatoon last night. it is very nice to have her home. she told me about kelowna being full of crack heads. bahahaha. its been such a long time since i laughed so hard my stomache hurt and my cheeks hurt from smiling. we seem to have picked up right where things left off. one love.
bahhahaha and get this. we're going to see snfu 8 km east of humboldt. bahaha. how the fuck we'll pull that off is beyond me. but i know we'll definately stir up some trouble. bahaha and my friend charley's band is playing there, too for some reason. wtf.
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September 8th, 2008
09:16 pm - how to be less depressed and more angry and productive
*sigh* where to begin?
i need to hangout with teenagers more. i can not spend all of my time with people who are more than five years older than me. i need to be around young people. i am not going to go to bassline beatdown but instead i'm going to go join in the backyard camping and drinking in taylors backyard. i will drink whiskey, wear long underwear, and enjoy the company of my friends.
i am going to drag my ass out to the next anarchist bookfair meeting. it won't matter how depressed i feel. i am going to leave my house and do something productive.
i am going to eat better. i'm going to be more vegan and less freegan. i thought i could handle eating stolen/dumpstered/free dairy but i still feel guilty and it just doesn't seem right (for me).
i am going to set up a show for charlie no matter what. i don't fucking care how much money i lose, how hard it will be to find a venue, i am going to do it. i will not have a reason to feel like the worst person in the world because i am doing things.
i found what looks like a sweet place to dumpster bread and buns near my house. i am going to check that out tonight. that means staying up until 2 am. then i must go to bed so that i can wake up, call halls and hangout with kris.
Current Music: boats and birds - gregory and the hawk
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